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My son was throwing a fit.  He wanted something he couldn’t have, and he was determined to let the world know how angry he was about not getting it.  I picked him up.  His little legs kicked as he struggled to get down.  He was defying me, being as disobedient as a 1 1/2 year old can be.  Rebelling in every way he knew how and screaming in my ear.

But as I held him in my arms, my thoughts were of how much I loved him.  I loved the feeling of his little body close to mine.  I kissed his cheek and savored the softness of his baby skin.  He wanted nothing to do with me in that moment, but I wanted everything to do with him.  And it occurred to me…

 

This is how God feels about me.

 

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Just a Quick Update…

I’m at my parents house, using their computer as mine has gone belly up ONCE AGAIN!!! I’ve had it for five months and this is the fourth time we’ve taken it to someone to have it fixed. If you think of it, would you mind saying a prayer for me in regards to this? Specifically, that our computer guy will be able to fix it once and for all and that I would not have any more problems from it again?  I’d really appreciate that.

Okay, enough gloomy stuff….

So many exciting things are going on over here! We just got a brand new floor put in and I love it love it love it!!! My dad and step-mom gave us the money to have our living room carpet replaced with wood flooring and I could NOT be happier with it. I’ll be posting pictures soon – it’s beautiful.

My oldest daughter just lost another tooth – both her top front teeth are now missing, and two of her bottom teeth are missing. My second oldest daughter has also lost a few teeth and her two top teeth are hanging on by a thread. I can’t believe they’re old enough to have missing teeth! My little girls are growing up.

The kittens are huge and adorable and I’ll post pictures as soon as I can.  I know I keep saying that, but I really will!  I think it’s a foregone conclusion that we’ll be keeping them.  Cause you know how much my husband loves animals.

I have another photo shoot tentatively scheduled for Friday (I say tentatively because we’re hoping to get a bunch of people together for a makeover/photo session [think glamour shots], but as it’s a holiday I’m not sure we’ll get enough people together in time.) But if not, a lot of people have expressed an interest and we plan to schedule for a future date, so I’m excited about that.  I also have a family reunion shoot scheduled for two weeks from now, where I will be taking group pictures of a family of 14 as well as sessions with individual families. If anyone has seen any really creative shots involving that many people, or has any ideas, I would LOVE to hear them!

Thanks for stopping by, and I promise to write more as soon as I get my computer back.  Oh – and if you’ve emailed me in the past few days and I STILL haven’t gotten back with you, please be patient with me!  I’m a little backed up on correspondence due to the temporary loss of my computer and I’ll write just as soon as I can.

Have a wonderful week, everyone!

Thursday’s Thought

Many are the afflictions of the righteous, But the LORD delivers him out of them all.

Psalm 34:19

 

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Photo Update

I can’t tell you how much fun I had yesterday, and how much I appreciate your prayers.  Everything went so well and we had so much fun together, and the shoot was amazing. I’ve taken a lot of portraits in the last few months, but this is the first time I’ve had the opportunity to create ART. Rachel has a classy old school look about her, which really comes out in her music, and Kristin has a Latin/bohemian kind of feel… I hope I was able to capture how amazing these girls are! Here are a few of my favorites (and I’ll probably post more as I get them edited):

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(That little piece of misplaced hair is bugging me.  I’m going to fix it and re-post this picture tomorrow.  Perfectionist?  Uh-huh, not me. :)   But hey- give me credit… a month ago I wouldn’t have posted this at all until it was perfect.  ;)

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I have a photo shoot tomorrow with two amazing artists, and I’m so excited about it that I can’t sleep!  In fact, I was dreaming about it all night last night.  :)   They’re both amazing jazz singers, one of whom is a friend from way back and the other is someone whom I can already tell I’m going to love.  She needs some pictures for her upcoming album and I’m totally thrilled and honored that she has asked me to be her photographer.  Needless to say, this isn’t your run of the mill senior portrait session and I covet your prayers! 

I’ll update later in the week and let you know how it goes, and I thank you in advance – from the bottom of my heart – for your prayers.

Thanks, Jo!

A fellow photographer and loyal commenter helped me to see a way I could enhance one of my photographs.  I tried it, and love the change.  Thanks, Jo!

Before:

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These were done in Photoshop using a hue/saturation layer.  I isolated the reds to get the red on the brick to pop without touching anything else (although his face did change color some, so I used the brush tool on black to erase the effects.)  At the request of a friend who was having trouble with photoshop and needed my help, I downloaded a free trial of elements and I LOVE it (now that I’ve figured out how to use it – thank you YouTube!)  I still use lightroom primarily, but I love to use photoshop for the few things that lightroom can’t handle.  I’ve found the two programs together handle about 99% of everything I need in post-processing, the only exception being some actions that I really want to downlaod that are only supported by Photoshop CS3 and higher.  Someday…  :)

Peter’s Vision

After my last post on the subject of the Torah and its applicability for today, a few people had some questions about Peter’s vision in Acts 10:9-28. Today, I’ll expound on this passage of scripture and give my interpretation of it. Once again, I want to be clear that it is not my intention to sway anyone to my own beliefs. I write this as an informative article for those who have asked, not as a persuasive one. If you have not read it already, please Read This before you proceed. Thank you.

Acts 10:9-28: [9] The next day, as they went on their journey and drew near the city, Peter went up on the housetop to pray, about the sixth hour. [10] Then he became very hungry and wanted to eat; but while they made ready, he fell into a trance [11] and saw heaven opened and an object like a great sheet bound at the four corners, descending to him and let down to the earth. [12] In it were all kinds of four-footed animals of the earth, wild beasts, creeping things, and birds of the air. [13] And a voice came to him, “Rise, Peter; kill and eat.” [14] But Peter said, “Not so, Lord! For I have never eaten anything common or unclean.” [15] And a voice [spoke] to him again the second time, “What God has cleansed you must not call common.” [16] This was done three times. And the object was taken up into heaven again. [17] Now while Peter wondered within himself what this vision which he had seen meant, behold, the men who had been sent from Cornelius had made inquiry for Simon’s house, and stood before the gate. [18] And they called and asked whether Simon, whose surname was Peter, was lodging there. [19] While Peter thought about the vision, the Spirit said to him, “Behold, three men are seeking you. [20] Arise therefore, go down and go with them, doubting nothing; for I have sent them.” [21] Then Peter went down to the men who had been sent to him from Cornelius,* and said, “Yes, I am he whom you seek. For what reason have you come?” [22] And they said, “Cornelius [the] centurion, a just man, one who fears God and has a good reputation among all the nation of the Jews, was divinely instructed by a holy angel to summon you to his house, and to hear words from you.” [23] Then he invited them in and lodged [them]. On the next day Peter went away with them, and some brethren from Joppa accompanied him. [24] And the following day they entered Caesarea. Now Cornelius was waiting for them, and had called together his relatives and close friends. [25] As Peter was coming in, Cornelius met him and fell down at his feet and worshiped [him]. [26] But Peter lifted him up, saying, “Stand up; I myself am also a man.” [27] And as he talked with him, he went in and found many who had come together. [28] Then he said to them, “You know how unlawful it is for a Jewish man to keep company with or go to one of another nation. But God has shown me that I should not call any man common or unclean.

The common interpretation of this passage is that God is showing Peter that he can now eat anything he chooses. However, Peter himself could not figure out what this vision meant – it was obviously symbolic and not literal (verse 17). As he ponders this vision, the Holy Spirit tells him “three men seek you, go for I have sent them” (vss 19-20). Note how many times the vision was given to him, compared to how many men sought him (vss 16 and 19). Peter, in this same passage, will go on to explain the vision himself saying: “Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company or come into one of another nation; but God has shown me that I should not call any man common or unclean” (Vs. 28). There are two things that are important about this passage. First, that Peter was obviously keeping the Law, even 10 years or so after Jesus’ death, saying, “I have never eaten anything that is common or unclean.” Second, Peter states very clearly that the vision was given to show him that in Jesus, those commandments are superceded that separate the Jewish and Gentile believer (see Deut 7:3-11, Josh 23:11-13). No mention of unclean foods is made in his interpretation. Thirdly, and most importantly, salvation was now available to all men, Jew or Gentile, by faith, as verse 11:18 makes clear. In the Old Testament, Jews were commanded not to intermingle and marry Gentiles. Now, because of the sacrifice Jesus made on our behalf, the Gentiles have been “grafted in” and are a part of the Jewish people (John 10, Eph 2, Romans 11:16-24). We are no more allowed to marry nonbelievers than the Jews were (2 Cor 6:14), but Gentile believers no longer have to be separated from the Jewish believers because Jesus has broken down the wall of separation (Eph 2:14). Peter goes on to explain this vision once again in chapter 11, and again we see that the vision is meant to tell the Jews not to separate themselves from the Gentile believers. The vision was a symbolic reference to the Gentiles, not a literal reference to eating pork, shellfish, etc. Note that when Peter explains this vision, he makes no reference to what can or can’t be eaten:

Acts 11:2-8 [2] And when Peter came up to Jerusalem, those of the circumcision contended with him, [3] saying, “You went in to uncircumcised men and ate with them!” [4] But Peter explained [it] to them in order from the beginning, saying: [5] “I was in the city of Joppa praying; and in a trance I saw a vision, an object descending like a great sheet, let down from heaven by four corners; and it came to me. [6] When I observed it intently and considered, I saw four-footed animals of the earth, wild beasts, creeping things, and birds of the air. [7] And I heard a voice saying to me, ‘Rise, Peter; kill and eat.’ [8] But I said, ‘Not so, Lord! For nothing common or unclean has at any time entered my mouth.’  [9] But the voice answered me again from heaven, ‘What God has cleansed you must not call common.’ [10] Now this was done three times, and all were drawn up again into heaven. [11] At that very moment, three men stood before the house where I was, having been sent to me from Caesarea. [12] Then the Spirit told me to go with them, doubting nothing. Moreover these six brethren accompanied me, and we entered the man’s house. [13] And he told us how he had seen an angel standing in his house, who said to him, ‘Send men to Joppa, and call for Simon whose surname is Peter, [14] who will tell you words by which you and all your household will be saved.’ [15] And as I began to speak, the Holy Spirit fell upon them, as upon us at the beginning. [16] Then I remembered the word of the Lord, how He said, ‘John indeed baptized with water, but you shall be baptized with the Holy Spirit.’ [17] If therefore God gave them the same gift as [He gave] us when we believed on the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I that I could withstand God?”

It’s extremely interesting to notice what Peter does not say here. The Jews were upset because Peter went in and fellowshipped with the Gentiles (11:2), which was against the Mosaic Law (see Deut 7:3-11, also Joshua 23:11-13). But notice that Peter does not say to these Jews: “oh, foolish Jews, don’t you know that the Law was done away with? We don’t need to worry about Deut 7:3-11 and Joshua 23:11-13, because the Law is no longer applicable to us as believers!” Isn’t it interesting to note that, if the Law wasn’t applicable to be livers, Paul missed a perfect opportunity to say so? But instead, he defends his actions by saying that God Himself has shown him that salvation has come also to the Gentiles and that the Holy Spirit has been given to them as a gift, just as to the Jews. The Gentile has been included in the Remnant Family of Israel (Romans 11:17, John 10:16, Eph 2:15-16, etc.) Acts 15:14-18 will tell us that this has been God’s plan from the beginning:

Acts 15:14-18: [14] Simon has declared how God at the first visited the Gentiles to take out of them a people for His name. [15] And with this the words of the prophets agree, just as it is written: [16] ‘After this I will return And will rebuild the tabernacle of David, which has fallen down; I will rebuild its ruins, And I will set it up; [17] So that the rest of mankind may seek the LORD, Even all the Gentiles who are called by My name, Says the LORD who does all these things.’ [18] “Known to God from eternity are all His works.

Again, it’s interesting to note how James chooses to answer this argument. Rather than tell us that the Law is no longer applicable, therefore Jews can fellowship with whomever they choose, James points to the law to verify this new union between Jews and Gentiles: “And to this agree the words of the profits, as it is written…” Using the Old Testament, he verifies that this new relationship between Jew and Gentile was foretold from the beginning. The Bible does not contradict itself. God does not “do away with” or change His laws without first making it clear, through scripture, that this is the will of God. “God is the same yesterday, today, and forever” (Hebrews 13:8).

This understanding is what led my husband and I to search the New Testament for proof that the law truly was “done away with” at the cross.

We never found it.

 

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Pictures

Just a quick post to show you some of the “work” I’ve been doing lately…

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These were all taken at my dad’s house, while I’ve been visiting my brother.  The photo’s above are of my cousin, and these below were taken of the neighbor’s dogs…

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I’m working now on pictures of my brother.  I’ll post those soon!

Our Take On Torah

Many of the people who read this blog who know that my husband and I keep the Old Testament commandments, but aren’t quite certain what, exactly, that means. Recently, I was asked some questions about this, and I thought that now would be a good time to post our views on this matter.

Before I begin explaining this more thoroughly and documenting our journey into keeping the commandments, however, I would like to acknowledge that this is an extremely controversial subject. In light of this, I ask that before you begin, you please take a moment to Read This. It is neither my desire nor my intention to lay my own convictions onto others. It is ultimately the Holy Spirit who is responsible for molding us into the people He wants us to become, and we must be careful not to adopt the convictions of others as our own without the prompting of the Holy Spirit. The following describes our personal convictions and I invite anyone who feels led to search out the matter for themselves and to do what they feel is best for their own family. That is, ultimately, the standard by which we are all held accountable.

 

The Greek word for “sin” is “hamartia” and literally means “to miss the mark” and is derived from an archery term (1).

The term “Torah” derives from the root “y-r-h,” to shoot and arrow, and thus etymologically refers to that which “hits the mark” (2).

 

When I began to study the subject of the Law, it was in response to a question my step dad asked me, regarding the seeming inconsistency of a God who is “the same yesterday, today and forever” yet required standards of obedience for His people that were not required after the death of Jesus. In my answer, I gave him most of the standard replies about Jesus “doing away with” the Old Testament laws at the cross, the law only being applicable during the Old Testament time period, etc. The more I researched the matter, however, the more intrigued I became. I was fascinated by the commandments, and the incredible wisdom behind them.

For instance, although the existence of germs was unknown until around AD 1890, the Torah (the first five books of the Bible), written approximately around 1500 BC, contain surprisingly advanced medical and scientific principles. For example:

Leviticus 15:13: ‘And when he who has a discharge is cleansed of his discharge, then he shall count for himself seven days for his cleansing, wash his clothes, and bathe his body in running water; then he shall be clean.

Numbers 19:16, 17: Whoever in the open field touches one who is slain by a sword or who has died, or a bone of a man, or a grave, shall be unclean seven days. ‘And for an unclean person they shall take some of the ashes of the heifer burnt for purification from sin, and running water shall be put on them in a vessel.

 The benefits of simple procedures such as hand washing were unknown until the mid 1800’s. At that time, a doctor named Semmelweis was working in a maternity clinic where as many as 30% of mothers died from “childbed sickness” every month. Recognizing that the doctors performing autopsies were the same doctors who were delivering babies, sometimes just moments after handling a corpse, Semmelweis had a theory. He mandated a strict hand washing and instrument washing policy. The results were drastic and the death rate fell to about 1%. When he reported his findings to the great Medical Association of Vienna, however, he was rejected. Germs were unheard of at that time and doctors believed that washing hands between each surgery would take too much time. 12 years later Louis Pasteur’s experiments would confirm the germ theory and the medical world was revolutionized.  3,000 years before Pasteur, God gave the instructions that saved the lives of hundreds of women in Semmelweis’ practice when He commanded the Israelites to wash their hands when dealing with those afflicted with infectious diseases

 Leviticus 13:45-46: “Now the leper on whom the sore is, his clothes shall be torn and his head bare; and he shall cover his mustache, and cry, ‘Unclean! Unclean!’ He shall be unclean. All the days he has the sore he shall be unclean. He is unclean, and he shall dwell alone; his dwelling shall be outside the camp.

 During the fourteenth century, almost one-third of the population of Europe are estimated to have died of the bubonic plague. Entire countries and towns were devastated with no known survivors. Doctors at the time were unable to stop the plague due to their lack of knowledge and many died of the disease themselves. It wasn’t until the public health boards began to quarantine individuals who were sick with the plague, as instructed in the Torah, that the plague began to dissipate. God had given instructions, 3,000 years earlier, in these principles of quarantine.

Genesis 17:12: He who is eight days old among you shall be circumcised, every male child in your generations, he who is born in your house or bought with money from any foreigner who is not your descendant.

The two factors responsible for the ability of our blood to clot quickly are vitamin K and prothrombin. Interestingly, it has recently been discovered that only on the fifth through the seventh days of the newborn male’s life are the levels of vitamin K and prothrombin present in adequate quantities. Furthermore, it has been discovered that Vitamin K and prothrombin are at the highest levels (110% of normal) on the eighth day of life, and this is the only day in the male’s life in which this will be the case under normal conditions. 3,500 years ago, before the elements of clotting were understood, God commanded His children to circumcise their male infants on the 8th day.

Leviticus 11:3, 7-10: Among the animals, whatever divides the hoof, having cloven hooves and chewing the cud–that you may eat. and the swine, though it divides the hoof, having cloven hooves, yet does not chew the cud, is unclean to you. Their flesh you shall not eat, and their carcasses you shall not touch. They are unclean to you. These you may eat of all that are in the water: whatever in the water has fins and scales, whether in the seas or in the rivers–that you may eat. But all in the seas or in the rivers that do not have fins and scales, all that move in the water or any living thing which is in the water, they are an abomination to you.

Clean animals who chew the cud eat a vegetarian diet and have three stomachs which are used to break down and refine their food in a process that takes more than twenty four hours, in general. Pigs, however, were designed to be scavengers and can (and will) eat almost anything. They do not have the food processing and refining abilities of clean animals and their digestive system is not designed to filter toxins from the system. Instead, these toxins make their way through the pig and are deposited in the animal’s flesh within approximately four hours. This is why a March 1950 Reader’s Digest article stated that pork contains “myriads of baffling and sinister parasites” (3).  As for sea scavengers such as oysters, clams and crabs, Scientists literally gage the contaminate levels of our oceans, bays, rivers, and lakes by measuring the mercury and biological toxin levels in the flesh of these animals (4). And yet, 3,500 years before we understood any of these principles, God commanded His people not to eat the meat from these “unclean” animals.

 

The bible, and the Torah in particular, is filled with many incredibly advanced scientific principles such as these. The more I studied the law, and the more I discovered about the amazing facts behind the commandments, the more I began to wonder whether the Old Testament commandments were still applicable to us, today. 3500 years ago no one knew about the existence of germs, they only knew that God had commanded them to keep the lepers separate from their camps. This must have seemed a terribly cruel law to those whose family members were struck by the disease, but God had a reason for commanding it that the people could not then understand. 3500 years ago, no one understood the benefits of an 8th day circumcision or the washing of hands. I began to wonder about the other commandments. Could it be possible that other laws found in the Old Testament today, which don’t make sense to us, are still beneficial? Could it even be possible that laws we think we understand (separating the lepers, abstaining from pork, circumcising on the 8th day), that we now feel we have the “answer” to, have more to them than our scientific knowledge has yet uncovered? Could there be health benefits to circumcision that we don’t yet understand? Could there be dangers in pork that Science has not yet revealed?  And more importantly, could there be blessings and benefits that we are missing out on because we believe that the law was no longer applicable to us?

In light of these questions, I began my journey into Torah by keeping what I considered to be “health” laws. I stopped eating pork, shellfish, and other unclean foods, but as time went by, I began to consider other laws as well. Who knew whether Niddah was a health law, rather than a “ceremonial” law, as I had once believed? Perhaps there was a medical benefit to not wearing clothing of mixed material that I didn’t understand, that science had not yet discovered. How could I know for sure which laws were “health” laws and which were not?

Many Christians believe that Gentiles (and Messianic Jews) are required to keep the Ten Commandments, but most agree that we are not responsible for the other laws found in the Torah. To take this position to a literal extreme, it would be considered acceptable for a Christian to commit incest with his/her own child, as this is not mentioned in the ten commandments but mentioned elsewhere in the Torah. Most don’t go to that extreme, however, and also believe that we are obligated to keep the “moral laws” in addition to the ten commandments. These include laws such as the prohibition against homosexual acts and bestiality, incest and fornication. They include helping our neighbors and being generous with our finances, etc. These types of laws are not found in the ten commandments but are generally accepted as “moral laws” that each of us should follow. However, not everyone agrees on what is considered “moral law” and what is not. There are those who believe that homosexuality is permissible because it is not forbidden in the ten commandments. There others who believe that tithing and generosity is no longer necessary, as we have the government to care for the poor. The problem with this goes back to the question I had previously asked myself: how can I know what consists of “health” laws and “ceremonial” laws? Where does the divide start between “health” laws and “moral” laws? God never separates the Law into categories (ceremonial vs. health vs. moral) in the Bible. By categorizing laws into compartments of morality, ceremony, health, etc. I understood that I was subjecting morality to my own opinion of what “morality” should be defined as. If thousands of Christians (and by that I mean those professing Jesus as their Savior) in America today can be deceived into believing that homosexuality is permissible under the “New Covenant,” it is more than possible that we have been just as deceived regarding other aspects of the Law that we, in our human understanding, have deemed inapplicable for us today. If the Bible isn’t our source of understanding (and we know that it is not, as there is no separation of the laws into categories according to the Bible) then we are our own source, and we are in danger of being deceived.

The dictionary defines “moral” as: “pertaining to the distinction between right and wrong, and the rules of right conduct.” With this definition in mind, I would like to suggest that all of the Law of Moses should be considered the “moral law,” as it as all been give to us for the “instruction in righteousness” (2 Timothy 3:16,17).

This is something I hope to write more on at a later date, but for those who are interested in (and feel led by the Spirit to) dive deeper into this subject, I will leave you with these questions:

 

1.) Which of the ten commandments are applicable today? Which are not? How do we know the difference?

2.) In Matthew 5:17-20 Jesus teaches about the law. When does He tell us the Law will be done away with?

3.) In the same passage, Jesus gives a distinction between those who will be called “great” in the kingdom of heaven and those who will be called “least” in the kingdom. How does he define the two?

4.) In Leviticus 23, God gives instructions for the keeping of the Holy Days (Passover, Pentecost, Sabbath, etc.) How long does it say these statues will be in effect? Does it seem likely that this type of covenant would be “done away with?”

5.) In Acts 18:20-21, Paul refuses to remain in Ephesus although the people ask him to stay. Why is he leaving?

6.)  In Acts 20:16, Paul refused to spend time in Asia.  Why?

7.) In Matt 24:20, Jesus tells his followers to pray regarding the flight from Jerusalem during the tribulation. What are the two things He tells them to pray?

8.) In 1st Corinthians 5:6-8, what is the feast Paul encourages the Corinthians to keep?

9.)  In Acts 18:18, Paul takes a vow.  What kind of vow is this? 

10.) In Revelations 12:17, How is the “remnant” defined?

11.) In Revelations 14:12, how are the saints described?

 

It is important to note, in closing, that we do not keep the Old Testament laws as a way of earning our salvation. I began keeping the law because I truly loved doing so. I found a joy in obeying God’s commandments that I had previously lacked. We don’t refrain from murder or from stealing as a way to earn God’s love, or our own salvation. We refrain from these things because we love God and desire to obey Him in these things. This is how I feel about the Torah. As a very good friend of mine once wrote:

 

Grace is the unmerited favor God has for me, a place in His heart that I don’t deserve. Because of His grace, He sent His sinless Son to become the sacrifice for my atonement. Jesus paid the price for my sins, saving me from their penalty. He restored my relationship with God. That is done. Now, I am indebted, because of my gratitude. I am free from the penalty of disobedience to the law, but the law still has a rightful place as a description of what sin is and therefore as a guide for living here on earth. The same faith which enabled me to believe for my salvation also enables me to believe that God is for me, that He is trustworthy and has my best interest at heart and has given me a gift in the instructions for living (His Law.) I have faith that He will enable me to obey His commandments to the extent that I continually surrender to Him. The Law serves the function of pointing out my sins to me, and out of gratitude for the sacrifice of Jesus and my trust in Him to never lead me astray, and a desire to continually put to death the flesh so that my spirit might live, I willingly obey His commandments. Obedience is a result of my love for Him, and blessings are the result of my obedience.

 

 

1.) The Spirit Filled Life Bible, Thomas Nelson Publishers

2.) The Jewish Study Bible by Jewish Publication Society.

3.) Laird S. Goldsborough, The Readers Digest, March, 1950

4.) Jordan S. Rubin, The Makers Diet, pg 37

 

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I have a very good friend who has been struggling with infertility for about seven years now.  She does not know anyone else who has gone or is going through this, and she really needs support from others.  I’d like to ask you, my readers and friends, if you can help.  Do you know of any Christian bloggers who have or who are struggling with this issue?  Do you know of anyone who has overcome the kind of heartbreak she is currently experiencing and might have encouraging words for her?  If so, will you please include your links in the comments section so that I can pass them along to her?

Thank you so very much.

Blog Awards

A big ”Thank You” to Karin at Blessings for the Day and Jerri at Jerri’s Journeyfor the “Lovely Blog” award and the “Golden Heart” award! 

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I’m honored and thankful to both of you, and I appreciate your friendships.  To see more amazing blogs that were also nominated, click Here and Here.

Those who read my blog regularly know that I recently started my own photography business, and just last week I had my first client (who, by the way, was thrilled with the pictures!) But what you don’t know is that about a month ago, I almost gave it all up.  I was feeling incredibly discouraged regarding my abilities and it seemed like I’d never “get it right.”  Like many firstborns, I tend to have a strong leaning toward perfectionism. And like many perfectionists, I’ve always had the tendency to give up if I couldn’t do things perfectly. It’s not that I didn’t know it would take time to learn something, it’s that if it took too long and I didn’t feel like I was learning it fast enough, I wanted to quit. This is what happened that day when I wanted give up. I was discouraged, upset, and ready to throw in the towel (if you’re not a perfectionist, you wont understand why I’d want to quit so soon. If you are, then you know exactly what I’m talking about.) I was tired of trying (for all of two months) and not getting it “right.” And I hated that I couldn’t compare with what others could do (never mind the fact that I was trying to compare with people who are the best in the business and have been doing this for years and years!)

Photography isn’t the only place where this type of perfectionism has reared it’s ugly head. Until somewhat recently, I hated trying new things in the kitchen. When I did try something new, I made everyone around me miserable because of my need to follow each recipe EXACTLY. By that I mean that a teaspoon of salt must be leveled before poured in the mix, a “medium” egg should not be used if the recipe calls for a “large” egg, and something that is supposed to cook at 350 cannot go into the oven with something cooking at 400. (In truth, I still do this to some extent, but thanks to the sage words of my mother-in-law ["you're not getting graded on it!"], I’m getting better.)

The thing about trying to be perfect is that it often keeps us from even trying. Just the other day, a friend and I were talking about how she hasn’t tried to sew anything for about five years because the first outfits she made were so difficult for her. How sad that we give up something we might really enjoy simply because we couldn’t “get it right” the first time!

That day, when I was feeling so discouraged, I asked my husband to pray for me regarding my desire to give up. I knew that by giving in to my frustration I would only be hurting myself. The truth is that I love taking pictures and I needed to give myself permission to make mistakes. Just before my first paid photo shoot, I read something that impacted me greatly. You can read the entire article Here, but for now, I’ll quote the words that gave me so much hope that day when I was dreading my upcoming shoot. She writes:

“The next morning I told JD I quit photography. Honest. Hand to heaven. I quit and swore to never return. Because, really, I messed up THAT badly. Then JD reminded me that this was supposed to happen. I was supposed to fail. And learn. And cry. Because that’s what the process of building a business is all about.”

These words have given me the confidence to move forward, no matter the results. I refuse to be a slave to my own desire for perfection. I refuse to stop doing something I love just because I might do it badly. The only way to learn is to keep trying, right? After all, I’m not being graded on it!

ALL means ALL

I have a tendency to get tongue tied, especially in new or stressful situations. I’m much more comfortable writing out my thoughts than speaking them, and it seems that I’m often saying the wrong things or saying them in a wrong way. There are times when my discomfort around strangers shows itself in ways that I think others may perceive as rudeness and when my lack of ability to “think on my feet” shows itself as anger or irritation. For instance, I remember a time when a young man asked me about my headcovering and why I wore it. At home on my computer I had a 50 page thesis on headcovering, but at that moment I had no idea what to say! I ended up being embarrassed and a little muddled, answered him briefly and then turned away. I wasn’t trying to be rude, but I’m afraid it must have seemed that way to the poor man who asked the question!  Things like that tend to happen to me fairly often, although I do believe that the more I break the bonds of fear and timidity, the less these kinds of experiences will haunt me. Nevertheless, for now, it still happens on occasion and until recently, I have always been very worried about how these kinds of incidences affect people’s perceptions of me, or worse, how they affect people’s perceptions of God. Because there are times when I do ministry with others and I’m convinced afterword that I said all the wrong things!

Not long ago, as I was pondering something else I said that I probably shouldn’t have, God dropped a verse of Scripture into my heart. It was Romans 8:28: “All things work together for good to those who love and serve the Lord.” I’ve often relied on this verse during difficult times in my life, but never before had I applied it to something so simple. God works ALL things together for good… even my mistakes! Even my sins. I am a daughter of the King. Everything I say, everything I do, is done under God’s umbrella. Will I make mistakes? Absolutely. Will I sin and stumble? Definitely. But God has given me a promise. He will take my mistakes, my blunders, my sins, and work them together for His good. Nothing I do can be done outside of this amazing, all encompassing, promise. That means that even when I say the wrong things, or say them in the wrong way, God is busy working them together for good. Thinking back, I can recall times when I have come home from a counseling situation or a ministry opportunity completely dejected because I know that I “did everything wrong.” Yet later, the same person tells me all about how the things I said or did helped them. Is this because I did everything right in that situation? No. It’s because God was busy taking the wrong things that I said and did and working them the RIGHT way in that person’s life. It’s because He is busy working ALL things together for good.

My selfish actions
My sinful deeds
My ungodly attitudes
My wrong words
My financial errors
My parenting mistakes

“God will work ALL things together for good.” That, my friends, is an incredible promise.

 

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We’ve spent a lot of time outdoors lately, enjoying the beautiful weather, so for today’s Daybook I thought it would be fun to post pictures of what’s going on “outside my window.”

We have some bumblebees making a nest inside one of our birdhouses:

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Our kids have been spending lots of time swimming

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And Daddy has taken us to play miniature golf

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With less than stellar results

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The sky was beautiful that day

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On the way home from another outing, we saw the most beautiful rainbow

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When we got home, we saw that it ended right over our neighbor’s house.

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I wonder if I should hit her up for some gold?

We’ve spent lots of time at our local park, and were able to take our friends Brian and Tracy with us during one of our trips

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we got to visit a bat cave!

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But Grandma wouldn’t go. 

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On another trip, we saw some deer

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and, for the first time, a buck:

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(I’m sorry you missed them, Brian and Tracy!  We’ll just have to go back some time.)

On the way home from another park trip, we got slightly lost but passed by some beautiful fields

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I LOVE living in the country!

 

Oh, and speaking of what’s going on outdoors, our kittens are getting huge and adorable, but I haven’t uploaded pictures yet.  Stop by to visit next week and I’ll have pictures posted of them!

Have a great week, everyone!

 

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I’ve said from the beginning that I want my photography to be more than just taking pictures, I want it to be about creating a memory for others to enjoy.  The pictures I have of my children from a portrait studio aren’t nearly as special to me as those I have taken myself… the ones that have a special memory attached to them.  That is what I want to create for my clients and Wednesday’s photo shoot was all that and so much more!

I was informed by my client that her little boy did not like having his picture taken, and I was determined to make this shoot a great experience for him.  I came prepared with lots of fun things for him to do… and smile about.  We played horseshoes, fed the ducks, and even made a coca cola geyser.  I brought our new kittens for the kids to play with (lots of genuine smiles, there!) and when it was time to go home, the little boy turned to his mom and asked: “will we ever see them again?”  Nothing – NOTHING could have made my day more than that sweet statement – the boy who hates having his picture taken wanted to hang out with his photographer again!  And for years to come, whenever that little boy sees these pictures, he’s going to have a wonderful memory to associate with them.  Not the most fabulous picture in the world, taken by the most amazing photographer in America can top that!  :)

And that’s really good, because I STRUGGLED!!!

When the family got to the park where we were meeting, I was so nervous my hands were shaking and I could hardly breathe.  Quite a few of those first pictures are blurry from my unsteady hands!  I don’t know about you guys, but when I’m nervous my brain turns to mush… and it stayed mush for the rest of the shoot.  I made foolish, silly mistakes (positioning Daughter in ways that were wrong for her body, setting my camera in the wrong mode, focusing in the wrong place, etc.) and I came home with tons of shots that had to be trashed.  Thankfully, I took several hundred during the shoot, so it was okay! 

Once again, I have to admit that I was really bummed when I came home and saw all those blurry, noisy pictures on my computer screen.  But after editing (and lots of culling,) I’m really happy with the way things turned out.  More than anything, I’m happy about the fact that the kids had such a fun time (and so did I!)  I did everything I set out to do and nothing can compare to that.  I’m still learning, and it can only get better from here!  

Since ”a picture is worth a thousand words,” here are some of my better shots from Wednesday…

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I always try to do some creative editing with a few of my pictures, and here is my absolute favorite:

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My step-mom has been showing off my portfolio and as of this week I officially have my first client!  I’ll be photographing her and her two children as a Fathers Day gift for her husband and I’m praying very hard to keep from being nervous, because this is a really big deal!  She wants to get huge prints of the pictures I take and have them professionally framed, and  when she called she told me that she’s done portraits at Olan Mills and similar places but she’s never had any “really good” portraits done of her kids.  I felt like saying: “Well in that case, let me give you the number of a photographer I know…”  ;)   She does know that I’m just starting out, though, and I am giving her a huge discount since I’m just beginning, but I really, really want to do a good job!  So please, if you think of it, say a prayer for me on Wednesday.  Specifically, that God will give me peace during the shoot, that He’ll enable me to get great pictures of her kids that she’ll love and be proud of, and that I will be able to get her children (ages 8 and 13) to smile big, natural smiles (she’s told me that her 8 year old hates taking pictures and doesn’t like to smile for them.)

Thanks, everyone.

Testimony of Providence

The irony of the fact that I wrote my last post regarding financial provision in the midst of an everything-go-wrong month is not lost on me. So far this month, we’ve experienced several out-of-the-ordinary crises’ including:

A broken sink, a leaking water pipe, a broken toilet, a flat tire, malfunctioning break lights, a buggy computer, a van that is cutting off each time I’m at a red light and last but not least, a broken dishwasher (discovered just today… two days before we’re scheduled to have a house full of guests here for several days. This, on top of a kitchen sink that is still broken.)

The bible says that “the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophesy” (Rev 19:10). Giving, hearing, and sharing testimony is an important aspect of a believer’s life. It builds our faith, lifts our spirits and draws us closer to God, enabling us to rely more fully on His promises. Tonight I’d like to share some testimonies of past acts of provision in our lives in hopes that by writing the accounts of God’s provision, my own faith will be strengthened – and yours, too…

 

It’s All God’s Money

When the man who used to mow our lawn asked if we’d be willing to sell one of our cars, my husband and I decided to give it to him without asking for payment. The car had been sitting in our driveway for over a year due to some engine problems and the man had a father who was a mechanic and would be able to fix it. We’d been given a van the year before by my step-mom, so we wanted to bless someone else in a similar way.

When I went with the man (I’ll call him Mark) to transfer the title (the car was in my name), he informed me that if I told the county clerk that we were giving him the car, we would be charged $500 for it (I have no idea why this is, but this is the case in the city we live in.) He told me, instead, to tell the clerk that we’d charged him $100 so that we would not have to pay this fine. I told him that I didn’t want to lie to the clerk, but when we got to the counter and they asked how much we were selling the car for, Mark spoke before I could and said “One hundred dollars.” I did not feel comfortable contradicting him in front of the clerk (I felt it would be disrespectful, and I also didn’t want to accuse him of lying), so I said nothing. The clerk looked up my information and discovered some sort of error that we had to fix before we could transfer the title. Relieved, I went home and told my husband about the situation. We agreed that we didn’t feel comfortable lying to the clerk, and agreed that we also didn’t feel right about asking Mark to pay us when we’d already told him he could have the vehicle. So we decided to pay the $500 and trust God to meet our needs.

A few days later, after getting the error cleared up, my husband went in with the Mark to transfer the title, and Mark once again informed him about the fine and encouraged him to tell the clerk that he’d paid for the vehicle. Please understand, he wasn’t doing this maliciously, he just didn’t want to see us pay $500 to give away a car! My husband refused and said to Mark: “Let’s not sin in order to save money. It’s all God’s money and if we have to pay this, then God will pay us back.” The man then asked my husband to let him pay him something for the car but again my husband refused. When they got to the front of the line, the clerk asked for the amount we sold the car for, and my husband told her we were giving it away. He was then informed that he would have to pay $500 to transfer the title. My husband agreed, and the clerk turned back to her computer and entered in the information. As she was doing so, Mark again pleaded with my husband to let him pay something for the car. Once more, my husband refused. The clerk finished with her typing and then turned to my husband and said: “that will be $35.” Confused, my husband asked “what about the $500 we have to pay?” She said, “No, $35 is all you have to pay.” Again he asked “don’t we have to pay the $500 because we’re giving the car away?” Once more, she informed him that he owed $35. Dumfounded, even Mark (who had been trying to save us from this fee all along!) mentioned the fee, but once again she quoted $35. I have no idea how this happened or why we were only asked to pay only $35 that day. All I know is that day God honored our obedience to Him and delivered us in a mighty way. And I like to think that maybe he planted a seed in Mark’s heart that day, too.

“Honor the Lord with your wealth… then your barns will be filled to overflowing” (Proverbs 3:9-10).

 

My Dad’s Name is Yahweh

A few years ago, our water heater broke and we were without hot water for several weeks. I must admit that I’m totally spoiled by modern conveniences – I HATED being without hot water! But we did the best we could as we waited for the extra paycheck my husband would be getting that month and we were all looking forward to life with warm showers again. During that time, we were also trying to help some friends of ours sort out their budget. Despite his tendency to spend too much at the grocery ;) my husband is really good with money and budgeting, so we were going through this couple’s bank account to help them with their finances. In the end, they were in debt by several hundred dollars and our hearts went out to them.

One night, we were sitting on the couch discussing the situation and lamenting our inability to help in a tangible way when God dropped a thought into my head. We DID have the ability to help our friends. But it would mean sacrificing our extra paycheck. And THAT would mean living without a hot water heater. My husband and I spoke together and prayed for a long time about this, before coming to the decision that we would help our friends and continue without a hot water heater. To be honest, I think that was one of the most difficult things I’ve ever done! But we did it, and with every cold shower I took afterward I was reminded that “it is better to give than to receive.” :)

A few days after we gave away the money from our extra paycheck, I stepped out of yet another cold shower when a thought hit me. If my dad was a billionaire and I needed a hot water heater, wouldn’t he get one for me if I asked him to? If God is my Heavenly Father, would he do any less? Right then, I prayed and asked God what I’d failed to ask Him before: to meet our needs and send us a hot water heater.

A few days later, a check arrived in the mail. “This is for your hot water heater” it said.

“He who has pity on the poor lends to the LORD, And He will pay back what he has given” (Pro 19:17).

 

Full and Abundant Tires

My husband works at a behavioral hospital and has been blessed with the privilege of running several groups with the kids there, including a church service twice a week. One morning, after driving all the way to work (about thirty miles) on a spare tire, he decided to preach on John 10:10 (Jesus has come to give life… and life abundantly). He spoke of the fact that God wants to provide for us and that He wants us to have not only what we need, but above and beyond what we need. Using our van as an example in a somewhat daring display of faith, he proclaimed: “I don’t have the money to fix my tire. But God does, and he’s going to give me a new tire.” (At this point, had I been there, I would have been waving my arms in the back of the room hoping he’d stop talking.) He went on: “In fact, God isn’t satisfied to simply replace my tire. He wants me to have life abundantly. I believe that He’s going to give me four new tires!” (All I can say is I’m glad I wasn’t there because I think there would have been a rather loud gasp from the back of the room right then!) The next day, my husband gathered up what was supposed to be our grocery money for the next week and headed to the mechanic. After looking at it, the mechanic told him the tire couldn’t be patched and informed him that all of the tires were in bad shape. He then told my husband to wait a while to see if they had any spare tires that would fit our van and came back with one he could use. After putting it on the van, my husband went to pay but was informed that he didn’t need to pay for the tires. “They were just sitting out back,” the mechanic said. “I just pulled it off an old van and you don’t need to pay me anything.” My husband was speechless! Now we had a “new” tire and my husband couldn’t wait to tell the kids at work. But what about the other three tires he was believing for?

Later that night, my mother-in-law called to inform us that she’d been given a large sum of money and wanted to split it between herself and her two sons. That sum was enough for us to buy four brand new tires.

“I have come that they may have life, and have it abundantly” (John 10:10).

 

Moving Man, by God, Through Prayer Alone

Even before we started our lives together, God was working in our finances. When God spoke to my heart and told me that my husband and I would soon be married, the emphasis was on “soon.” Only a few weeks later, we were planning a wedding we had very little money for. It was tax season, so we were able to buy my dress and our wedding invitations with our return checks, but that left no money for rings, photography, a wedding cake, coordinator, pastor’s fee, etc. Relying on God alone for our needs has been a theme for my husband and I from the beginning, so even in our wedding plans we committed to telling no one of our lack of funds, relying instead on God to provide what we needed.

The first deliverance happened when my Dad called and asked if we’d picked out our wedding rings yet. I told him we’d picked them out but hadn’t bought them. He then asked how much they were and informed me that he was buying them for us. Then a woman who worked with my husband volunteered to photograph our wedding. She was working on launching a photography business and needed some pictures for her portfolio. Another woman from Jon’s work, who had a bakery business on the side, volunteered to make us a cake (I can’t remember if she charged us anything, but if she did it was very little.) After I bought my dress, I needed to have it altered so I called a friend of mine who’d made the costumes for a musical I was in several years ago. She informed me that she was not able to work on my wedding dress, but gave me the number of someone who could. As it turned out, that “someone” was another woman whom my husband had worked with and she donated her services to us (she asked us to pay her with a picture of me on my wedding day :) ). My step-mom had friends at work who got together to cater our reception and our pastor lined us up with a wedding coordinator who never charged us for her services. My mom bought me many of the items I needed as a new bride, my dad paid for our honeymoon resort, my mother-in-law paid for the rehearsal dinner and my husband’s tuxedo and my step dad (who was no longer married to my mom at that time, but walked me down the isle with my dad – which is a really special memory for me) gave us much of the money we needed for expenses while on our honeymoon.

So in the end, our wedding rings were bought for us, the photography services were donated, our wedding cake was free (or practically free), the reception was catered by volunteers, the rehearsal dinner and tuxedo were paid for, my dress was altered free of charge, our honeymoon was paid for, and we were never charged by the church, the wedding coordinator, or the pastor. And we never told anyone that we didn’t have the money to get married!

“And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, you will have all that you need” (2 Cor 9:8).

 

Houses Full of Good Things

Even our home is a testimony to God’s faithfulness and provision. For many years after we moved into our new home, we had very little furniture and what little furniture we did have was falling apart. Our only sofa was collapsing, our kitchen table was too small for us and our bed sagged in the middle. When my husband’s grandparents passed away, they left behind a beautiful home filled with furniture that no one wanted. Although they could have sold it for a great deal of money, my mother-in-law and her sister instead decided instead to give it to us. My mother-in-law has also, more than once, given us very large sums of money that have not only allowed us to buy a fifteen passenger van when we were in need of a larger vehicle, but enabled us to buy a dishwasher, a front loading washer and dryer, and several other things that have made my home life easier. My dad and step-mom recently gave us the money to put in a new hardwood floor (that should be going in next month!) and also gave us our very first van. Over and over again, God has shown Himself faithful not only for what we need, but in so many cases, for what we want as well. His love is amazing!

“And I will give you houses full of all good things which you did not fill” (Deut 6:11).

 

Oh, and that list I gave you of all the things that have happened to us this month? My husband was able to fix the leaking water pipe and the broken toilet. Our flat tire was plugged for free, and a techie friend donated his services to fix our computer. Our dishwasher is still under warranty and over the last two weeks we have received a total of $200 from two people who felt led by God to give to us… neither of whom knew of our needs.

“And God will supply ALL of our needs according to His riches!” (Phil 4:19)

 

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For years, the grocery budget has been a source of contention in our home. Each time my husband would get paid, I would pay careful attention to the money we had for groceries and plan my menu accordingly. I spent a great amount of time on that menu, especially when there wasn’t much money left over after our bills were paid. I would make out my grocery list, ensuring that only those ingredients that were absolutely necessary were on the list. And every time my husband went to the grocery, he would come home with stuff that was not on that list. Absolutely unnecessary (to my mind), frivolous expenditures that resulted in an argument the night he came home and a miserable amount of tension between us. Now, I’m sure that some of you are thinking “why didn’t she just go to the grocery herself?” And my answer is two-fold. First, my husband usually goes to the grocery because it’s simply easier that way. Our store is about 30 minutes from our house and he stops by while he’s in town, after work. But secondly, the “problem” wasn’t really about the groceries. It was, for me, about respect. In my eyes, my husband wasn’t considering my feelings when he bought more than what was on the list. He wasn’t considering the time and energy I spent preparing my menu, and the care I put into my list. In reality it was about control. I wanted to control our finances and I wanted my husband to submit to my plan. I had all sorts of plans for our extra money (look through my archives and you’ll see some of the wonderful planning I was doing!) I hated “wasting” money on food – especially unnecessary food (and by unnecessary I, of course, mean anything that wasn’t on my list!) So every week when my husband came home from the grocery, it was a problem. Even when I was able to hold my tongue, I would stew inside and spend a miserable few hours complaining about my husband in my heart.

But a few weeks ago, the proverbial light bulb went off in my head when I realized something. Never, NOT ONE TIME, during our life together have we ever been without food. That may not seem like an amazing thing in this world of loans and credit cards, but it really is amazing when you consider the fact that, until recently, my husband and I have never owned a credit card, we do not keep a savings account and we made up our minds long ago never to ask others for money*. We live paycheck to paycheck (personally, I like it that way) and what we get paid on Friday is what we have to live on until next payday. There have been times when we have had the barest amount of money to scrape by on and yet God has ALWAYS provided for all of our needs. There have even been times when, in a George Muller kind of experience, a friend has sent us home from her house with sacks full of canned goods – even though she had no idea we were in need.

Yesterday, as I was pondering some things I’m in need of right now, a verse of scripture came to my mind. “God will supply all of your needs according to His riches” (Phil 4:19). I’ve heard that verse a hundred times but it came alive to me in that moment. He will supply all of my needs according to HIS riches! Not according to my bank account, not according to my budget, not according to my grocery list… according to HIS riches. According to HIS bank account. According to HIS financial standing. It makes absolutely no difference what my budget says I can afford, I have an unlimited spending account with the Bank of God.

My husband is my authority. If he chooses to spend money in a way I (in all of my human wisdom) think is unwise, it honors God for me to honor my husband. It is far more effective for me to ask God to provide for us than it is for me to spend my time and energy in an attempt to control my bank account – and my husband. I have a promise from God that He will meet all of my needs… regardless of the amount in my checkbook.

“I have been young and now I am old, Yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken Or his descendants begging bread” (Psalm 37:25).

 

*I should clarify that there have been times in our recent lives when we have asked to borrow money or have used credit cards. During the ice storm, we asked my Mother in Law to let us borrow money until we could pay her back with our tax return and recently when we had a situation with our car, we used a credit card to cover that. These types of things have happened during the last few months and I consider them a tremendous lack of faith on our parts. Not long ago, we cut up all our credit cards and have vowed to live the way we were living until recently, relying on God alone to supply all of our needs.

“I purposed to move men, by God, through prayer alone.” – Hudson Taylor.

 

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A VERY Handsome Man

Lacking in “real” (i.e. paying) clients at the moment, my husband let me do a photo shoot with him this week!  He’s not a man who typically likes to be photographed, but I think the pictures turned out really well!  What do you think?

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I’ll tell you a secret… I was honestly really frustrated with this shoot and was very discouraged about my ability (or lack thereof!) as a photographer after we were done.  But once I took the pictures into Lightroom and started playing with them a bit, they turned out really well!  I’m planning to post some of the not-so-great pictures in the future, because I’d really love to get some feedback on them.  I sometimes wonder if I’ll EVER learn to take good pictures in-camera.  But until then, thank God for photo editing software!!!

So there you have my secret:  It’s all software!  :)

May 11, 2009

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Outside my window

The kids have been digging holes in the yard lately and recently while playing in the hose they discovered something really great. Big hole + lots of water = a really great mud puddle! 

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I am thankful for… A husband who doesn’t mind a little bit, a lot, huge craters full of mud in the yard.  :)

From the learning rooms… I found some more books I love!  They’re by Kathryn Andrews Fincher and are called God Has a Plan For Little Girls and God Has a Plan For Little Boys.  They ”tell the stories of inspiring [men and]women of faith who understood from an early age that God had a plan for them and lived lives still worth modeling today. The character traits of obedience, selflessness, dedication, devotion, courage, perseverance, and forgiveness are highlighted in the lives of Mother Teresa, Ruby Bridges, Corrie ten Boom, [King David, Eric Liddell, Martin Luther King, Jr.,] and others.”  I’ve only flipped through them, but from what I’ve seen they’re wonderful and I can’t wait to buy them!

From the kitchen… When Bitty makes a sandwich:

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I am going… Absolutely NOWHERE this week! We’ve had a series of extremely busy weeks and I’m so ready to just stay at home!  I’m planning to take turns with my husband sleeping in and taking naps and sitting around on the couch doing absolutely nothing.  :)

I am reading… A series of historical fiction books by Gilbert Morris.  His books are filled with wonderful tidbits about the lives of men such as William Tyndale, John Bunyan, John Wesley, and I’ve really enjoyed them.

I am praying… Oh, all kinds of things.  :)   For my brother who recently hurt his leg during a baseball game, for my friend who recently got a job but is six months pregnant and has not yet told her employer (praying for wisdom and God’s timing in that situation, as well as mercy from her boss!), and for my youngest daughter who is having some potty training difficulties… among other things.

I am hearing… silence (it’s early in the morning and the kids are still sleeping)

Around the house…

Cubbie had her kittens… I’m not sure whether to I should celebrate or cry over that.  ;)

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One of my favorite things… check out what my step-mom gave to me!!!

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Here is a picture thought I am sharing…

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